~Exhausted Me~

I’m back in the blogging world, been very busy lately. :(

Well I’m still me, nothing change, and it’s just that my mind was occupied right now. Sorry guys but its not love life. It’s my job. Saturday we do truck inventory, by Sunday I am assigned to do the physical counting in our main warehouse. Last Monday we transfer to our new renovated office, from conference room though right now our office still smells paint. Our boss did not use the odorless paint. Then tomorrow bosses from Manila will be coming over. (Huhuhuhu) don’t know what to do. I have to make my presentations for two days business review. :(

~Echoes of our hearts~

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose our selves and our own emotion. More often that not, we wonder why love grows, and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answer and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question when it has its reason. Love will always has been silent, mysterious and deeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned and the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as need to be fulfilled, but love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the strength to go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when its time to say goodbye.

Alone

Being alone in your own is challenging, you learned by your own from household chores to the other. From love life and all that a person should learn being in this world. I used to be alone, yet in not a lonely type person. When I was in college I’m only in a room. Maybe because I’m want to be free, free in the since that I can do whatever I want. :) As of now I love being alone. (hehehehe) television and radio is there but It could not complete you being an individual. No one would talk to you. You will feel bored to death

The only fear which I felt or rather experience living alone is that when you got sick, no one would take good care to you. The most weird imagination for me is that what if someone will happen, take like homicide (huhuhuhu) :( that even your neighbors cannot notice. You can be notice only if you’re smelly.

~Dedication~

The sweet smelling of a flower is like a sweet greetings to the girl whom i want to dedicate this letter.

You know my days would be nice and complete if i could see your face and outrageous smile that can forget all my problems and anxieties. Your word that spread by roses inside your lips reminds me of your kindness and good dead.

Blogging World

Before internet and computers was introduced I really love making a diary book. I even had a notebook that contains my life, my travels, what I feel and many other that caught my attention as well as what come up to my mind. I even compose some poems. At first I’m embarrassed if someone will read my diary. Until I become brave but not too brave that anyone can read, just friends only (hehehe). As I heard that I can make a diary online I signed up and be a member or rather goes into the blogging world. Just like what I did before in my diary book I write it now online. It’s easy for me since I can post it right away and my friends can read it in just a minute, in that way there always updated in my life. Since I’m working in the corporate world I used to work also online transactions. That’s why I can write blogs online. :) (‘=’)
It’s been how many months I’m in the blogging world until I discovered that I can earn while blogging, so I’m surfing the net how to earn money through blogging. PayPerPost was there. So I try to open and browse the site and found out that their services is good so I sign up and become their new member. As I sign up I notice that PayPerPost is nice it help me earn and lots of opportunities given so I grab the opportunity to do the required services. If given a change to earn I will save my earnings for future used, as of now I don’t know yet how I will used my earnings, because I’m not used to spend a lot.

"Life"

In life you may feel tired of fighting for the same reason everyday,
you may feel that everyone is moving fast leaving you far behind
and may feel that there's no point of moving on....

There's no certainty in life, it's not how fast you get there,
it's on how you played the game....

Put in mind that at times it's better to be like a turtle who patiently moves
and enjoy every step of the way rather than a rabbit who runs so fast
and missing every simple single detail in LIFE. ('-')

"The Essence of True Love"

Its kind true... read it... if you're afraid to love a person because of friendship then you have no choice, either to tell what you feel and let the love take the place forever, or to hide the feelings under friendship full of pretensions. Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To that think I have everything else; I get what I want...the best lovers are the greatest friends. Love doesn't have a happy ending because if doesn't have to end at all. A man realized he wanted his love back not wanting to be meant to be, why did I lose her? God replied, you didn't lose her... you let her go! When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be a head the other behind. Its either you catch up or the other waits...

Think of this... Have you really cared for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him/her in spite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name? Will you? True love hears what is not spoken and understands what is not explained, for loved doesn't work in the mouth, nor in the mind, but in the heart. When you love, you must not expect anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but using. I like you because you're my friend. I care, and because I care I love you. I don't love you just because you're my friend; I love you because I do.

What is someone tells you I like this, don't believe in courtship, it just a waste of time. If you will love a person ill tell right away but for you ill make an exemption, just love me now and ill count you forever! Never be afraid to fall in love. It may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart in the end you will cry. :(

Its my Day

It’s my birthday, I am happy :) Thank you GOD for reaching me this age, the opportunity to explore the world. (hehehehe) I’m also thanking my family, friends, and office mates and to all the persons who remember this day, and for always there for me no matter what happened. 28 is quite amazing for me. :)

It’s going to be a great day!!!! :)

What I've Learned about Love?

Love is like a disease, but unlike some

Love is not contagious. You can’t force

Others to love you back the way you love them.

And you can’t teach yourself to love those who

Love you. Love is an accepting your partners completely.

In that way, you don’t have to change the persons

Personality, flows and weakness, because if you do,

You’ll always frustrated and disappointed since your love didn’t

Change your man. But if you accept your partner for whom he is,

You’d be surprise to learn a lot of things for him. :) (")

WorKwiTh

Work with with the salesman for almost one day is quite tiring but challenging, encounter different kind of people. :) some are nice, some are not but thats life in field. :)

TiReD

July 15, attended the b-day party of my office mates went home around 10:30pm. By 3am wake up early to pack up things because we transfer to another house. I'm sleepy already, but I have to be still alive so that I can arrange the things in the right place. By 1pm I attended the interment of my relative, mass at first then to forest lake. 8pm we went out with my cousins, dine out, then to people's park and after that, we go to video OK bar we ended up by 11pm.... Whew!!! Those were so hectic but still, I'm alive but feel so very sleepy today and I'm at work... How can I concentrate?:(:(:(:(

Crocodile Park

For almost 2 years living near the area, it's my first time to go there. This happened, last June 15 2008. I was invited by my boss to go with her, so I hurriedly went there as my boss said to me. Site seeing at first, a lil bit boring, :) couldn't remember how many crocodile was there. Though lots of species found in the park.

Around 4:30pm there was a show. Presentation of animals was there and of course with information about the animals presented. After that we had a chance or rather close encounter with them where in we are allowed to touch them and a change to take pictures with them. We also witness how they feed the crocodiles and the tiger. The most exciting part is like a circus show there are 29 crocodile below and the 2 presenters will walk in a rope with corresponding exhibition, like kneeling and sitting lastly, the presenters play with fire.

YES OR NO

never welcome something you can't entertain.
never open doors if you mean to close your heart.
never accept love if you can't give yourself in return.
never start a relationship you know you want to end.

two of the shortest word in english language are YES and NO,
yet they are often the one's that require careful thought before
they are said. Some thoughts are better left unsaid.
some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but LOVE
has it's own way of expressing itself despite the silence.

"yesTerdaY" by leona lewis

I just cant believe your gone
Still waitin for mornin to come
When I see if the sun will rise, in the way that your by my side
Well we got so much in store
Tell me what is it im reaching for
When were through building memories ill hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes
I never believed untill now
I know il see you again im sure
No its not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day one more smile on your face
But they cant take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasnt our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strengh in the moments we made
Im lookin back on yesterday :(

Repeat chorus

YOU GOT IT ALL

I, i was a game he would play
He brought the clouds to my day
Then like a ray of light
You came my way one night
Just one look and i knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
Put all your fears to rest
Who do i love the best?
Don't you know, don't you know

You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it's true
There's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what i got
Cause you got it all
Over him

No, don't let him worry you so
Once i met you i let go
Oh you can surely see
You're so much more to me
Just one look and i knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
You're better than all the rest
Who do i love the best
Don't you know, don't you know

You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it's true
There's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what i got
Cause you got it all
All over him
(you got it all over him, you got me over him)
Honey it's true there's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what i got
Cause you got it all
All over him :)

L0vE LiNkS

Sometimes we just have to let go of sum1
who matters to us not because we have to,
because it's the right thing to do.
Let us remember that we can't force anyone to love us.

We can't beg someone to stay when he/she wants to leave
and be with someone else. This is what love is all about.
However, the end of love is not the end of life. It should be the
beginning of understanding that true love leaves for a reason,
but leaves with a lesson...

Blue Jazz Resort, Samal

Last May 10, 2008 our company held its yearly summer affair, our venue BLUE JAZZ RESORT SAMAL. I guess this place is not familiar unlike Paradise Park and Beach Resort. Blue jazz is just beside paradise, if the slide is finished the resort got the longest slide.

Entrance fee is 200php; overnight entrance is 250php, cottage is 3,000php.

Celebrating July 4

July 4, America is celebrating its independence day, but I will be.... Supposedly celebrating my 6 years anniversary in relationship....but it's sad or rather not so sad... (hehe don't know how I felt) coz I already ended my relationship with him.. yes, frankly speaking, I enjoy my freedom being single, nothing to worry whom I ever meet. I don't have any considerations what will the people would say if ever I'm with my friends late night. Though sometimes I felt being alone, lonely, kinda empty within me... I guess there is a missing piece in me... :(

I don't know how I felt this day... I guess I want to reminiscence my 5 years with him and without with him.... Because, were too far from each other, very far...

Well as the saying goes if you're meant to be no matter what happened you're meant with each other.

july 3, 2008

Oh!!!! I'm stressed!!! Busy at work... I don't know what to do...
Darn!!!!! I want to shout... This is how I felt this day... I don't know, maybe I need
a new work place. Lots of factors affecting on me now, from compensation to life... I guess I need a break in my life.

My Sandal

Last June 27, 2008. I went to the city prosecutor's office to follow up some pending cases filed the company am working is the complainant. After waiting for how many hours my mission was accomplished. So, I hurriedly went out and went to the office of the company lawyer and talked it over.

As I was waiting for my colleague at work for notarization I change my mind and walked along the street while waiting for the reply. Darn......., my sandal, so embarrassing for me it was the first time.... (Sigh!!!) I don't know how I managed to walk with that situation. So, I went to the nearest store and bought a new pair of slipper which is 45.00php though I don't like it, but in my mind that time, I will buy this as long as I have to wear. :(